pipo's strikes!
for the past 40 days.. I've been dying to death since the day we broke up.. everyday is another hell.. every morning when i wake i see her face hunting me... every night before i sleep.. i can feel her body beside me... every dream is sweet with her by my side, till i wake up and realize that I'm still stuck up in the past, in the sweet memories of her beside me, The i love you's , i miss you's and I'll never leave you, those words keeps on hunting me till now.. honestly all of my friends, family and other friends tells me to move on.. and my reply was always "duh? what do you think I'm doing?" haha! but to be honest? my mind setting was.. "I'll never move on, coz i don't want to forget you, us." until it took place.. the part where i realized that i need to wake up in the fantasy that nothing in this world is permanent, it's just that i didn't really understand why she didn't gave me another chance to fix things up and why is it that it was so easy for her to move on, forget me and forget about us.. was it because i was a hell of a partner? i really don't get it.. but since it's already over and i think im in the peak of waking up.. i just want to say that, sorry for being a stupid friend to all of you, you can't blame me,. coz all of you knows that this was the 2nd time I've fallen deeply in love to someone,. and when she left me she took the biggest part of me, that i even tried to commit suicide, but luckily after three STUPID failure, i got tired :)) and didn't had another thought of doing it again., I'm very lucky to have friends like you guys :] friends that i can count on,.. haha! duh! you know you can count on me too! :] it's almost over guys :] I'm beginning to start another life :] revised tets? not revised notes :) but revised me.. :] another me, a new me,. i am beginning to accept every fact that's already laid down in front of me.. I'm beginning to open my eyes :] it's even funny coz this whole day :] i went to the places that we used to go and ate to the places we used to eat, well every place brings back memories, happy memories, being with her.. funny but every place made me cry :] not totally cry,. teary eyes? and tears fell from my eyes, to my cheeks, and the wind blew like it was accompanying me.. i really don't know what to do.. people just stared at me.. while im siting on my motorbike.. it's kinda funny coz after the tears i laugh coz i remembered the time when she slipped because it was slippery.. then i realized that i need to go to baclaran church :] well i did everything i wanted today... ate bagoong rice at marikina, ate plato wraps at moa, srawberries n' cream from starbucks, when to Marikina River, Mall of Asia,Baclaran church and at my lola's place at Buting since that's the place where we used to go the first 3 months courting her.. :] i really think I'm gonna be okay now.. plus FEW bottles of redhorse with "sisiG" her moms specialty.. (i cooked it!) yea! it's was a very tiring day for me. but i think it's worth it.. few more tears for a better tomorrow. :] actually right now.. I'm thinking of her.. and im wishing that she's fine :] i want her to be happy and so am i.. if ever that it's just not the right time ? and if the real time comes that it'll be her and me? i think it'll be better :] but if not.. i am gladly accepting it :] coz i already had her. but i missed the train.. :] do you get me? it's better to love and lose that to never love at all.. ;] im gonna be okay coz i know that.. i have you guys.. family, friends at TROPA.. I'm super pwede malapit baka ata siguro magiging ok na :)) :P kidding :] ay! seryoso pala.. magging ok na dn ako :]
"wala namang nagsabing madaling mag-move on. ang importante, hindi mo niloko sarili mo na okay ka na kahit hindi pa.. time can only heal a broken heart. if you want to move on, do not rush yourself. let the tears fall until you're okay again. there's nothing wrong with crying."
it's not the end of the world is it? :D
"PAG PINUNA NYO GRAMMAR KO TAPOS KAYO SAKIN! :)) "
Thursday, March 24, 2011
para kela kapkek :)
pipo's strikes!
hmm.. ang cute ng buhay ko ngaun :] well it really depends kung san mo titignan.. :] ewan ko.. basta masaya ako.. siguro sa pagiging masaya ko may part sa sarili ko na niloloko ko.. pero hindi lahat.. siguro mga 1/4 lang naman... pero natutuwa talaga ako sa mga takbo ng mga pangyayari sa buhay ko.. kahit nga ata lakad lang masaya na ako.. aun,., :] well this is not another blog about me.. it's about you.. :]
to kapkek, hotlegs at sa mga taong naguguluhan sa buhay nila.. :] sa mga iniwan to be exact, naiwan, napilitan mangiwan.. at napilitan iwanan,. hindi naman sa ano ah.. pero diba? tulad ng lagi kong sinasabi try to let your heart rest.. hindi naman sa ano ah.. pero ang kulet lang kasi e.. natatawa ako to be honest.. wala lang... ung kasing mga nabanggit ko ay hindi ipagkakailang maganda, sexy at super bait na mga friends ko.. pero bakit kea nasasaktan nallang sila palagi?.. siguro nga sadyang manloloko kaming mga guy and thats why i need or want you girls to let your heart rest, ayoko naman ng nakikita nalang lagi itong ":(" sa face book nyo.. siguro nga super concern ako at isa sa mga dahilan nun ay ang pagiging playboy , lier at manloloko ko nun.. it's just a matter of time siguro until someone, ang dadating sa buhay nyo para pasahin kayo, malay nyo anjan lang sa tabi nahihiya or natatakot baka kasi bugbugin nyo..(WAHAHA) joke lang ho :P pero.. diba? hindi naman masama umasa sa taong dadarating? try nyo humingi ng sign,. malay nyo matupad pero if i were you? sguro i'd stick to being single for a while, mas matalino ang single kesa sa mga in a relationship noh! :D kasi its better to be single than to be in a WRONG RELATIONSHIP.. siguro tama din ung sinabi nila '/ ninyo na sadyang manloloko kami.. oo i admit.. manloloko kami, lier, paasa... pero mali naman kayo pag nanghuhusga kayo. kasi madalas ung mga lalakeng hinuhusgahan nyo or pinagbibintangan, un pa ung seryoso.. so parang fair lang.. ewan ko .. pareho lang kasi.. may mga babae din namang unfair at mahilig magpaasa, pero diba? kung titimbangin natin, mas malala ang tingin nyo sa amin, hindi pa ba kayo nadadala? lagi nalang kayo nasasaktan? may dadating sasabihin "mahal kita" tapos magpapakita ng sweetness, para ano? para umasa nanaman kayo sa wala at masaktan ng walang kalaban2? nakakainis lang inisipin na ung mga tao pa na gusto kong ingatan at gusto kong maging super friends ung nasasaktan, girls, don't feel sad, pag iniwan ka, niloko ka.. remember,,. maganda kayo! at ang swerte na ng mga ex nyo dahil naging parte kayo ng buhay nila.. kung ndi kayo naappriciate edi kawalan nila. hindi naman natin alam ang kahihinatnan ng future natin.. honestly.. you girls are much better single.. pero..alam ko na may times din na namimiss nyo ung may nagaalaga sa inyo.. i know that feeling.. been there,. hindi ko sinisiraan ang mga kagaya ko.. pero may times naman kasi na nagseseryoso talaga kami.. natataon lang siguro na ung mga nakalipas na nagmahal sa amin pa ung naloko namin.. maxado bang madaya?.. dapat kasi nadadala na kayo.. :] ewan ko.. wala na ee.. nilaglag ko na kaming mga lalake.. :)) pero ok lang yan.. matauhan lang kayo.. :] sana lagi nyong tatandaan tong sasabihin ko.. "once is enough, twice is to much, and trice will kill you" pag nasaktan ka nya once... try to ask him talk to him.. see the sincerity in his eyes.. pag alam mo seryoso sya sa paghngi ng sorry.. give him demands.. sabihin mo lahat ng ayaw mo... pag niloko ka nya ulet.. sobra na un.. kasi you already gave him demands diba? pero may mga excused naman sa mga pagkakamali lalo na pag ndi naman sinadya diba? wag nyo na sana paabutin sa pangatlong pagkakamali kasi masasaktang ka lang nun.. :] so aun.. if ever lang na magmamahal ulet kayo.. wag maxado ibuhos ang nararamdaman... pero kung indi man kayo magmahal ulet ngaun.. "super let your heart rest" dadarating ung mr. right para sa inyo.. :] love you girls! :] shot? :P
hmm.. ang cute ng buhay ko ngaun :] well it really depends kung san mo titignan.. :] ewan ko.. basta masaya ako.. siguro sa pagiging masaya ko may part sa sarili ko na niloloko ko.. pero hindi lahat.. siguro mga 1/4 lang naman... pero natutuwa talaga ako sa mga takbo ng mga pangyayari sa buhay ko.. kahit nga ata lakad lang masaya na ako.. aun,., :] well this is not another blog about me.. it's about you.. :]
to kapkek, hotlegs at sa mga taong naguguluhan sa buhay nila.. :] sa mga iniwan to be exact, naiwan, napilitan mangiwan.. at napilitan iwanan,. hindi naman sa ano ah.. pero diba? tulad ng lagi kong sinasabi try to let your heart rest.. hindi naman sa ano ah.. pero ang kulet lang kasi e.. natatawa ako to be honest.. wala lang... ung kasing mga nabanggit ko ay hindi ipagkakailang maganda, sexy at super bait na mga friends ko.. pero bakit kea nasasaktan nallang sila palagi?.. siguro nga sadyang manloloko kaming mga guy and thats why i need or want you girls to let your heart rest, ayoko naman ng nakikita nalang lagi itong ":(" sa face book nyo.. siguro nga super concern ako at isa sa mga dahilan nun ay ang pagiging playboy , lier at manloloko ko nun.. it's just a matter of time siguro until someone, ang dadating sa buhay nyo para pasahin kayo, malay nyo anjan lang sa tabi nahihiya or natatakot baka kasi bugbugin nyo..(WAHAHA) joke lang ho :P pero.. diba? hindi naman masama umasa sa taong dadarating? try nyo humingi ng sign,. malay nyo matupad pero if i were you? sguro i'd stick to being single for a while, mas matalino ang single kesa sa mga in a relationship noh! :D kasi its better to be single than to be in a WRONG RELATIONSHIP.. siguro tama din ung sinabi nila '/ ninyo na sadyang manloloko kami.. oo i admit.. manloloko kami, lier, paasa... pero mali naman kayo pag nanghuhusga kayo. kasi madalas ung mga lalakeng hinuhusgahan nyo or pinagbibintangan, un pa ung seryoso.. so parang fair lang.. ewan ko .. pareho lang kasi.. may mga babae din namang unfair at mahilig magpaasa, pero diba? kung titimbangin natin, mas malala ang tingin nyo sa amin, hindi pa ba kayo nadadala? lagi nalang kayo nasasaktan? may dadating sasabihin "mahal kita" tapos magpapakita ng sweetness, para ano? para umasa nanaman kayo sa wala at masaktan ng walang kalaban2? nakakainis lang inisipin na ung mga tao pa na gusto kong ingatan at gusto kong maging super friends ung nasasaktan, girls, don't feel sad, pag iniwan ka, niloko ka.. remember,,. maganda kayo! at ang swerte na ng mga ex nyo dahil naging parte kayo ng buhay nila.. kung ndi kayo naappriciate edi kawalan nila. hindi naman natin alam ang kahihinatnan ng future natin.. honestly.. you girls are much better single.. pero..alam ko na may times din na namimiss nyo ung may nagaalaga sa inyo.. i know that feeling.. been there,. hindi ko sinisiraan ang mga kagaya ko.. pero may times naman kasi na nagseseryoso talaga kami.. natataon lang siguro na ung mga nakalipas na nagmahal sa amin pa ung naloko namin.. maxado bang madaya?.. dapat kasi nadadala na kayo.. :] ewan ko.. wala na ee.. nilaglag ko na kaming mga lalake.. :)) pero ok lang yan.. matauhan lang kayo.. :] sana lagi nyong tatandaan tong sasabihin ko.. "once is enough, twice is to much, and trice will kill you" pag nasaktan ka nya once... try to ask him talk to him.. see the sincerity in his eyes.. pag alam mo seryoso sya sa paghngi ng sorry.. give him demands.. sabihin mo lahat ng ayaw mo... pag niloko ka nya ulet.. sobra na un.. kasi you already gave him demands diba? pero may mga excused naman sa mga pagkakamali lalo na pag ndi naman sinadya diba? wag nyo na sana paabutin sa pangatlong pagkakamali kasi masasaktang ka lang nun.. :] so aun.. if ever lang na magmamahal ulet kayo.. wag maxado ibuhos ang nararamdaman... pero kung indi man kayo magmahal ulet ngaun.. "super let your heart rest" dadarating ung mr. right para sa inyo.. :] love you girls! :] shot? :P
if ever your in my arms again
pipo's strikes!
i ever your in my arms again
parang ang dali lang.. nawala nung pagmamahal mo.. ung spark natin.. ang dali lang nawala.. hindi ako makapaniwala.. na ganun kadali lang un.. na ang dali mong mag give up... hindi ko din lubos maisip na hindi mo ako binigyan ng second chance to make things right.. siguro nga pagod ka na.. pagod ka na sa pag intindi sa akin.. sa pagmamahal sakin.. sa lahat.. pero hindi ko naman hiniling na intindhin mo ko .. hiniling ko lang naman na mahalin mo ko ee.. diba?.. sobrang spark nga ee.. sa sobrang spark.. nawla bigla.. binigay ka na sakin e.. nawala pa.. hindi ko manlang narealize ung halaga nating dalawa.. until dumating ung time na.. wala ka na. alam mo.. gusto ko lang malaman mo na gagawin ko lahat for you.. na pag bumalik ka sakin.. magiging better ako.. at hindi na kita papakawalan.. grabe diba? ang sakit.. "THE BEST OF ROMANCES DESERVES SECOND CHANCES" bakit hindi mo ako binigyan nyan? bakit ganun? hindi mo ako binigyan ng chance na magbago at mahalin ka lalo.. ng higit pa sa ineexpect mo... willing ako gawin ang lahat.. pero.. too bad.. wala na ako magagawa.. ganun talaga ee.. sana lang diba?dumating ung time na.. magkaroon ulet ng 2nd chance.. na maging maayos ulet ang lahat.. sobra lang ako nanghihinayang.. pero siguro nga.. tuluyan nang naglaho ang pagibig mo sakin.. siguro ganun ka talaga.. pag wala na wala na.. hindi ko lubos maisip na ganun lang un para sayo.. mahal na mahal pa dn kasi kita kea ako ganto. lam ko di mo to mababasa.. kea ok lang gawin ko to.. :] sana lang maisip mo. na mahal na mahal kita..
i ever your in my arms again
parang ang dali lang.. nawala nung pagmamahal mo.. ung spark natin.. ang dali lang nawala.. hindi ako makapaniwala.. na ganun kadali lang un.. na ang dali mong mag give up... hindi ko din lubos maisip na hindi mo ako binigyan ng second chance to make things right.. siguro nga pagod ka na.. pagod ka na sa pag intindi sa akin.. sa pagmamahal sakin.. sa lahat.. pero hindi ko naman hiniling na intindhin mo ko .. hiniling ko lang naman na mahalin mo ko ee.. diba?.. sobrang spark nga ee.. sa sobrang spark.. nawla bigla.. binigay ka na sakin e.. nawala pa.. hindi ko manlang narealize ung halaga nating dalawa.. until dumating ung time na.. wala ka na. alam mo.. gusto ko lang malaman mo na gagawin ko lahat for you.. na pag bumalik ka sakin.. magiging better ako.. at hindi na kita papakawalan.. grabe diba? ang sakit.. "THE BEST OF ROMANCES DESERVES SECOND CHANCES" bakit hindi mo ako binigyan nyan? bakit ganun? hindi mo ako binigyan ng chance na magbago at mahalin ka lalo.. ng higit pa sa ineexpect mo... willing ako gawin ang lahat.. pero.. too bad.. wala na ako magagawa.. ganun talaga ee.. sana lang diba?dumating ung time na.. magkaroon ulet ng 2nd chance.. na maging maayos ulet ang lahat.. sobra lang ako nanghihinayang.. pero siguro nga.. tuluyan nang naglaho ang pagibig mo sakin.. siguro ganun ka talaga.. pag wala na wala na.. hindi ko lubos maisip na ganun lang un para sayo.. mahal na mahal pa dn kasi kita kea ako ganto. lam ko di mo to mababasa.. kea ok lang gawin ko to.. :] sana lang maisip mo. na mahal na mahal kita..
6 months, 8 days, 12 hours
pipo's strikes!
6 months 8 days 12 hours..
namimiss mo na ba xa? oo.. ung ex mo.. ung taong minahal mo ng sobra? ung iniyakan mo ng bonga? ung taong lagi nagpapasaya sayo dati? ung taong lagi kang pinapatawa? ung pag malungkot ka yayakapin ka at sasabihing wag kna malungkot andito naman ako? ung taong lagi mong sinasabihan ng i love you? i miss you? mahal kita? mahal na mahal kita? namimiss mo na siguro.. sigurado un.. kasi alam mo.. nararamdaman ko un ngaun.. nkakamiss naman kas talaga.. hindi mo naman kasi maiiwasan maramdaman to.. sobrang sakit diba? tumatakbo kasi ung oras... na hindi mo xa kasama.. at alam mong masaya na xa ng wala ka sa buhay nya.. ang hirap diba? sobrang sakt na ba? kagaya mo rin ba ako? nahhirapan ng bongga? na ndi na alam ung gagawin? at ang masasabi mo nalang ay.. i miss you so much.. ? na gustong gusto mong sabihin na mahal pa rin kita . pero hindi mo masabi kasi alam mong wala ng mangyayari? dba ang hirap? anu magagawa natin ? e sa ganun ee.. siguro para sakin na din tong blog ko.. dapat siguro magpayo ako.. kung saan matatauhan dn ako.. gumsing kna kasi sa katotohanan.. na kahit anung pilit mo.. hindi na magging kayo.. sobrang sakit diba? matauhan kna brader.. ganyan talaga buhay.. may kaibigan kpa naman e.. may pamilya.. nabuhay ka ng wala xa.. un nga lang minahal mo xa ng sobra.. tama kasi sila.. "never make someone your world" kasi pag nawala xa.. wala ng matitira sayo.. sobrang sakit siguro nang nararamdaman mo ngaun.. wala naman sa sakit un ee.. asa hirap at bigat ng dinadala mo.. na bakit hanggang ngaun.. hindi pa din maayos ang isang gusot sa relasyon nyo.. kahit alam mong mahal na mahal mo xa.. diba parang ang hrap parin isipin na baliwala na lahat? ag saya noh? sobrang saya? nagging sarcastic na ako.. :)) ewan ko ba.. siguro dapat mo na xa kalimutan.. AS IN TODO LIMOT.. na alam nyo un.. no communication.. wala lahat.. kahit naging kaclose mo pamilya nya.. kalimutan mo.. may naiisip ka na way para balikan ka nya? meron? talaga? edi gawin mo.. pero alam mo brad.. kung ako sayo.. wag nalang kasi kung mahal ka talaga nya...hindi xa ggive up ng basta2.. ipaglalaban ka nya talaga... alam mo un? gagawa din xa ng way para magkaayos kayo.. kea nga brad.. kalimutan mo na.. "LIMUTIN MO NA XA"...
6 months 8 days 12 hours..
namimiss mo na ba xa? oo.. ung ex mo.. ung taong minahal mo ng sobra? ung iniyakan mo ng bonga? ung taong lagi nagpapasaya sayo dati? ung taong lagi kang pinapatawa? ung pag malungkot ka yayakapin ka at sasabihing wag kna malungkot andito naman ako? ung taong lagi mong sinasabihan ng i love you? i miss you? mahal kita? mahal na mahal kita? namimiss mo na siguro.. sigurado un.. kasi alam mo.. nararamdaman ko un ngaun.. nkakamiss naman kas talaga.. hindi mo naman kasi maiiwasan maramdaman to.. sobrang sakit diba? tumatakbo kasi ung oras... na hindi mo xa kasama.. at alam mong masaya na xa ng wala ka sa buhay nya.. ang hirap diba? sobrang sakt na ba? kagaya mo rin ba ako? nahhirapan ng bongga? na ndi na alam ung gagawin? at ang masasabi mo nalang ay.. i miss you so much.. ? na gustong gusto mong sabihin na mahal pa rin kita . pero hindi mo masabi kasi alam mong wala ng mangyayari? dba ang hirap? anu magagawa natin ? e sa ganun ee.. siguro para sakin na din tong blog ko.. dapat siguro magpayo ako.. kung saan matatauhan dn ako.. gumsing kna kasi sa katotohanan.. na kahit anung pilit mo.. hindi na magging kayo.. sobrang sakit diba? matauhan kna brader.. ganyan talaga buhay.. may kaibigan kpa naman e.. may pamilya.. nabuhay ka ng wala xa.. un nga lang minahal mo xa ng sobra.. tama kasi sila.. "never make someone your world" kasi pag nawala xa.. wala ng matitira sayo.. sobrang sakit siguro nang nararamdaman mo ngaun.. wala naman sa sakit un ee.. asa hirap at bigat ng dinadala mo.. na bakit hanggang ngaun.. hindi pa din maayos ang isang gusot sa relasyon nyo.. kahit alam mong mahal na mahal mo xa.. diba parang ang hrap parin isipin na baliwala na lahat? ag saya noh? sobrang saya? nagging sarcastic na ako.. :)) ewan ko ba.. siguro dapat mo na xa kalimutan.. AS IN TODO LIMOT.. na alam nyo un.. no communication.. wala lahat.. kahit naging kaclose mo pamilya nya.. kalimutan mo.. may naiisip ka na way para balikan ka nya? meron? talaga? edi gawin mo.. pero alam mo brad.. kung ako sayo.. wag nalang kasi kung mahal ka talaga nya...hindi xa ggive up ng basta2.. ipaglalaban ka nya talaga... alam mo un? gagawa din xa ng way para magkaayos kayo.. kea nga brad.. kalimutan mo na.. "LIMUTIN MO NA XA"...
babe rachel
pipo's strikes!
weeeeeeeeeeeee!! and i feel the love.. to bad :]
alam mo sa friend ko na rachel ang name.. alam mo, ang pagibig, dumadating talaga yan sa buhay natin.. nanalo tayo at natatalo, alam mo.. swerte ka nga ee.. kasi nakasama mo xa ng ganun katagal :] ung iba 1 month lang sila tapos iniiwan na.. ung iba nga 1week.. ikaw 1year mahigit. hindi pa ba sapat ung time na un?.. alam mo kasi. aminado ako at aminado ka na mahirap magmahal ng taong manhid na.. ung wala ng pakielam sayo... ung sinusulyapan mo pa xa.. iniisip mo pa xa.. at gnagawa mo pa din ang lahat para magwork.. alam ko hinihiling mo din na sana maibalik mo ung nakaraan.. ung panahong magksama kayo.. ung mahal ka pa nya.. pero tingin mo ba mahal ka pa nya? sorry to say ah.. kasi alam mo kung mahal ka talaga nya.. hindi xa gigive up ng basta2 sayo.. hindi ka nya ipagpapalit at kung sakali man.. maiisip nya ung worth mo dahil wala ka na.. don't be stuck in the past.. sa nakaraang kayakap mo pa xa.. alam ko masakit at mahirap magmahal ng taong wala na halos pakielam sayo.. trust me.. been there.. still there... sana marealize mo na lahat ng bagay sa mundo may katapusan.. alam kong hindi pa sapat lahat ng oras na naibigay sayo para kalimutan xa.. alam kong mahal na mahal mo pa rin xa at ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin un.. nakakainis diba? bakit hindi pwedeng ibalik ang nakaraan.. alam mo kung bakit? kasi kung naibabalik ang nakaraan.. edi wala nang nagsisisi at natututo.. alam mo ba un?.. alam ko ung feeling na araw araw gumuguho ang mundo mo kasi wala na xa sa piling mo.. alam na alam ko un.. pero alam mo.. maganda ka, sweet, matalino.. hindi ko lang alam kung sexy ka.. haha! pero alam mo un... pano kung may taong nakapaligid sayo na willing kang mahalin.. :] ng higit sa kanya :] anu gagawin mo? wala kang gagawin.. kasi stuck up ka pa sa past.. so better be okay? okay? :] alam mo ba nakakaloko kung bakit kung sino pa ung nagmamahal xa pa ung nasasaktan.. unfair talaga :] pero ok lang din.. kasi ndi mo naman mapipigil ang mga naganap na.. at nangyari na.. basta sana lang.. dumating ung time na maging ok ka.. kasi hindi lang naman kaw ung nahihirapan.. pati kaming mga kaibigan mo.. nahihirapn din sa mga nangyayari... :] alam mon mahal ka namin kea dapat matuto ka din mahalin ung sarili mo.. wag kang magpakatanga sa isang bagay na alam mong wala na.. maging masaya ka para sa kanya at maging masaya ka para sa sarili mo.. :]
weeeeeeeeeeeee!! and i feel the love.. to bad :]
alam mo sa friend ko na rachel ang name.. alam mo, ang pagibig, dumadating talaga yan sa buhay natin.. nanalo tayo at natatalo, alam mo.. swerte ka nga ee.. kasi nakasama mo xa ng ganun katagal :] ung iba 1 month lang sila tapos iniiwan na.. ung iba nga 1week.. ikaw 1year mahigit. hindi pa ba sapat ung time na un?.. alam mo kasi. aminado ako at aminado ka na mahirap magmahal ng taong manhid na.. ung wala ng pakielam sayo... ung sinusulyapan mo pa xa.. iniisip mo pa xa.. at gnagawa mo pa din ang lahat para magwork.. alam ko hinihiling mo din na sana maibalik mo ung nakaraan.. ung panahong magksama kayo.. ung mahal ka pa nya.. pero tingin mo ba mahal ka pa nya? sorry to say ah.. kasi alam mo kung mahal ka talaga nya.. hindi xa gigive up ng basta2 sayo.. hindi ka nya ipagpapalit at kung sakali man.. maiisip nya ung worth mo dahil wala ka na.. don't be stuck in the past.. sa nakaraang kayakap mo pa xa.. alam ko masakit at mahirap magmahal ng taong wala na halos pakielam sayo.. trust me.. been there.. still there... sana marealize mo na lahat ng bagay sa mundo may katapusan.. alam kong hindi pa sapat lahat ng oras na naibigay sayo para kalimutan xa.. alam kong mahal na mahal mo pa rin xa at ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin un.. nakakainis diba? bakit hindi pwedeng ibalik ang nakaraan.. alam mo kung bakit? kasi kung naibabalik ang nakaraan.. edi wala nang nagsisisi at natututo.. alam mo ba un?.. alam ko ung feeling na araw araw gumuguho ang mundo mo kasi wala na xa sa piling mo.. alam na alam ko un.. pero alam mo.. maganda ka, sweet, matalino.. hindi ko lang alam kung sexy ka.. haha! pero alam mo un... pano kung may taong nakapaligid sayo na willing kang mahalin.. :] ng higit sa kanya :] anu gagawin mo? wala kang gagawin.. kasi stuck up ka pa sa past.. so better be okay? okay? :] alam mo ba nakakaloko kung bakit kung sino pa ung nagmamahal xa pa ung nasasaktan.. unfair talaga :] pero ok lang din.. kasi ndi mo naman mapipigil ang mga naganap na.. at nangyari na.. basta sana lang.. dumating ung time na maging ok ka.. kasi hindi lang naman kaw ung nahihirapan.. pati kaming mga kaibigan mo.. nahihirapn din sa mga nangyayari... :] alam mon mahal ka namin kea dapat matuto ka din mahalin ung sarili mo.. wag kang magpakatanga sa isang bagay na alam mong wala na.. maging masaya ka para sa kanya at maging masaya ka para sa sarili mo.. :]
babe rachel
pipo's strikes!
weeeeeeeeeeeee!! and i feel the love.. to bad :]
alam mo sa friend ko na rachel ang name.. alam mo, ang pagibig, dumadating talaga yan sa buhay natin.. nanalo tayo at natatalo, alam mo.. swerte ka nga ee.. kasi nakasama mo xa ng ganun katagal :] ung iba 1 month lang sila tapos iniiwan na.. ung iba nga 1week.. ikaw 1year mahigit. hindi pa ba sapat ung time na un?.. alam mo kasi. aminado ako at aminado ka na mahirap magmahal ng taong manhid na.. ung wala ng pakielam sayo... ung sinusulyapan mo pa xa.. iniisip mo pa xa.. at gnagawa mo pa din ang lahat para magwork.. alam ko hinihiling mo din na sana maibalik mo ung nakaraan.. ung panahong magksama kayo.. ung mahal ka pa nya.. pero tingin mo ba mahal ka pa nya? sorry to say ah.. kasi alam mo kung mahal ka talaga nya.. hindi xa gigive up ng basta2 sayo.. hindi ka nya ipagpapalit at kung sakali man.. maiisip nya ung worth mo dahil wala ka na.. don't be stuck in the past.. sa nakaraang kayakap mo pa xa.. alam ko masakit at mahirap magmahal ng taong wala na halos pakielam sayo.. trust me.. been there.. still there... sana marealize mo na lahat ng bagay sa mundo may katapusan.. alam kong hindi pa sapat lahat ng oras na naibigay sayo para kalimutan xa.. alam kong mahal na mahal mo pa rin xa at ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin un.. nakakainis diba? bakit hindi pwedeng ibalik ang nakaraan.. alam mo kung bakit? kasi kung naibabalik ang nakaraan.. edi wala nang nagsisisi at natututo.. alam mo ba un?.. alam ko ung feeling na araw araw gumuguho ang mundo mo kasi wala na xa sa piling mo.. alam na alam ko un.. pero alam mo.. maganda ka, sweet, matalino.. hindi ko lang alam kung sexy ka.. haha! pero alam mo un... pano kung may taong nakapaligid sayo na willing kang mahalin.. :] ng higit sa kanya :] anu gagawin mo? wala kang gagawin.. kasi stuck up ka pa sa past.. so better be okay? okay? :] alam mo ba nakakaloko kung bakit kung sino pa ung nagmamahal xa pa ung nasasaktan.. unfair talaga :] pero ok lang din.. kasi ndi mo naman mapipigil ang mga naganap na.. at nangyari na.. basta sana lang.. dumating ung time na maging ok ka.. kasi hindi lang naman kaw ung nahihirapan.. pati kaming mga kaibigan mo.. nahihirapn din sa mga nangyayari... :] alam mon mahal ka namin kea dapat matuto ka din mahalin ung sarili mo.. wag kang magpakatanga sa isang bagay na alam mong wala na.. maging masaya ka para sa kanya at maging masaya ka para sa sarili mo.. :]
weeeeeeeeeeeee!! and i feel the love.. to bad :]
alam mo sa friend ko na rachel ang name.. alam mo, ang pagibig, dumadating talaga yan sa buhay natin.. nanalo tayo at natatalo, alam mo.. swerte ka nga ee.. kasi nakasama mo xa ng ganun katagal :] ung iba 1 month lang sila tapos iniiwan na.. ung iba nga 1week.. ikaw 1year mahigit. hindi pa ba sapat ung time na un?.. alam mo kasi. aminado ako at aminado ka na mahirap magmahal ng taong manhid na.. ung wala ng pakielam sayo... ung sinusulyapan mo pa xa.. iniisip mo pa xa.. at gnagawa mo pa din ang lahat para magwork.. alam ko hinihiling mo din na sana maibalik mo ung nakaraan.. ung panahong magksama kayo.. ung mahal ka pa nya.. pero tingin mo ba mahal ka pa nya? sorry to say ah.. kasi alam mo kung mahal ka talaga nya.. hindi xa gigive up ng basta2 sayo.. hindi ka nya ipagpapalit at kung sakali man.. maiisip nya ung worth mo dahil wala ka na.. don't be stuck in the past.. sa nakaraang kayakap mo pa xa.. alam ko masakit at mahirap magmahal ng taong wala na halos pakielam sayo.. trust me.. been there.. still there... sana marealize mo na lahat ng bagay sa mundo may katapusan.. alam kong hindi pa sapat lahat ng oras na naibigay sayo para kalimutan xa.. alam kong mahal na mahal mo pa rin xa at ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin un.. nakakainis diba? bakit hindi pwedeng ibalik ang nakaraan.. alam mo kung bakit? kasi kung naibabalik ang nakaraan.. edi wala nang nagsisisi at natututo.. alam mo ba un?.. alam ko ung feeling na araw araw gumuguho ang mundo mo kasi wala na xa sa piling mo.. alam na alam ko un.. pero alam mo.. maganda ka, sweet, matalino.. hindi ko lang alam kung sexy ka.. haha! pero alam mo un... pano kung may taong nakapaligid sayo na willing kang mahalin.. :] ng higit sa kanya :] anu gagawin mo? wala kang gagawin.. kasi stuck up ka pa sa past.. so better be okay? okay? :] alam mo ba nakakaloko kung bakit kung sino pa ung nagmamahal xa pa ung nasasaktan.. unfair talaga :] pero ok lang din.. kasi ndi mo naman mapipigil ang mga naganap na.. at nangyari na.. basta sana lang.. dumating ung time na maging ok ka.. kasi hindi lang naman kaw ung nahihirapan.. pati kaming mga kaibigan mo.. nahihirapn din sa mga nangyayari... :] alam mon mahal ka namin kea dapat matuto ka din mahalin ung sarili mo.. wag kang magpakatanga sa isang bagay na alam mong wala na.. maging masaya ka para sa kanya at maging masaya ka para sa sarili mo.. :]
rebound
Rebound relationships occur very shortly after the end of a significant love, and sometimes begin before the end. The problem with a rebound is that it doesn't allow time for the grieving and healing processes to be complete.
When this happens, there is emotional confusion. Sometimes, the feelings for the old partner simply transfer to the new one, and there is the illusion that you've found someone totally "different," when, in fact, you've found someone very much like your old love. Often the issues which drove you away from your previous partner are the very ones with which you eventually find yourself grappling in the new relationship.
Rebound relationships serve a purpose: To protect the heart from the devastation of losing someone very important. Like a very big cushion, they protect us from the trauma of the fall which is experienced when a deep connection is abruptly severed. These relationships can be healthy, as long as you remain aware of their purpose and take your time with your new partner. If you're not paying attention, however, a rebound relationship can be unhealthy. Potential problems include:
Expecting your new partner to make up for the shortcomings of the old.
"Since my last girlfriend "LIED" on me, I expect you to give me 100% reassurance of your honesty 24 hours a day."
When this happens, there is emotional confusion. Sometimes, the feelings for the old partner simply transfer to the new one, and there is the illusion that you've found someone totally "different," when, in fact, you've found someone very much like your old love. Often the issues which drove you away from your previous partner are the very ones with which you eventually find yourself grappling in the new relationship.
Rebound relationships serve a purpose: To protect the heart from the devastation of losing someone very important. Like a very big cushion, they protect us from the trauma of the fall which is experienced when a deep connection is abruptly severed. These relationships can be healthy, as long as you remain aware of their purpose and take your time with your new partner. If you're not paying attention, however, a rebound relationship can be unhealthy. Potential problems include:
Expecting your new partner to make up for the shortcomings of the old.
"Since my last girlfriend "LIED" on me, I expect you to give me 100% reassurance of your honesty 24 hours a day."
you..
An angel without wings said to me
“I lost my map for returning home”
The powerless me draws with a paintbrush
And pours water into my dried paint
Even if my eyes lose their sight,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
Even when my hand loses its strength,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
A swaggering stray cat was laughing
It was laughing at me floundering while living
On my narrow and small palette
My strong will doesn’t mingle
Even in the cold and dark world,
I can go drawI can go draw a picture
that the sun burning red pierces through
For someone’s sake, what can I do?
Just with that, I will from now on again
Even if my eyes lose their sight,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
Even when my hand loses its strength,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
In the colors that seem to envelop everything
There’s a prayer filled with all wishes..
“I lost my map for returning home”
The powerless me draws with a paintbrush
And pours water into my dried paint
Even if my eyes lose their sight,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
Even when my hand loses its strength,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
A swaggering stray cat was laughing
It was laughing at me floundering while living
On my narrow and small palette
My strong will doesn’t mingle
Even in the cold and dark world,
I can go drawI can go draw a picture
that the sun burning red pierces through
For someone’s sake, what can I do?
Just with that, I will from now on again
Even if my eyes lose their sight,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
Even when my hand loses its strength,
I’ll show that I’ll draw
In the colors that seem to envelop everything
There’s a prayer filled with all wishes..
a promise
Happiness for me means Knowing YOU
It never fails to comfort me when i am lonely and blue..
It makes me stronger everyday, it's my tears go away..
With YOU my LOVE, everything is as easy as 1, 2, 3.
I fell in love with you..and gave you my all..
I doubt nothing at all..
cause it was my "HEART" that was speaking.
I made a mistake and i made you CRY..
but i swear to you, that would be once, and i'll NEVER SAY GOODBYE.
you will be my wife, i will be your husband.
you will be my heart's other half, for all of my life..
Maybe for now our love is frail,
hold me once again, i know we won't fail.
walk with me and be my partner,
i swear this time, WE WILL NEVER SAY NEVER.
I may not be perfect neither are you,
but maybe when we're together, that can be true.
I will be your king, until forever..
As i promised you, from the 29th of October. <3
i so love you babe :)
what love is
"do you love me?' i asked her. she smiled. 'yes.' 'do you want me to be happy?' as i asked her this i felt my heart beginning to reace. 'of corse i do.' 'will you do something for me then?' she looked away, sadness crossing her features. 'i dont know if i can anymore.' she said. 'but if you could, would you?' i cannot adequately describe the intensity of what i was feeling at that moment. love, anger, sadness, hope, and fear, whirling together sharpened by the nervousness i was feeling. she looked at me curiously any my breaths became shallower. suddenly i knew that id never felt as strongly for another person as i did at that moment. as i returned her gaze, this simple realization made me wish for the millionth time that i could make all this go away. had it been possible, i would have traded my life for hers. i wanted to tell her my thoughts, but the sound of her voice suddenly silenced the emotions inside me. 'yes' she finally said, her voice weak yet somehow still full of promise. ' i would.' finally getting control of myself i kissed her again, then brot my hand to her face, gently running my fingers over her cheek. i marveled at the softness of her skin, the gentleness i saw in her eyes. even now she was perfect. my throat began to tighten again, but as i said, i knew wat i had to do. since i had to accept that it was not within my power to cure her, what i wanted to do was give her something that shed wanted. it was wat my heart had been telling me to do all along. jamie, i understood then, had already given me the answer id been searching for, the answer my heart needed to find. shed told me outside mr. jenkins office, the night wed asked him about doing the play. i smiled softly, and she returned my affection with a slight squeeze of my hand, as if trusting me in wat i was about to do. encouraged, i leaned closer and took a deep breath. when i exhaled, these were the words that flowed with my breath. 'will you marry me?"
- Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Loves is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It dose not take offense and is not resentful. Love take no pleasure in others people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes...
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